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Name: Any to the say
Birthday: 3/20/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: God, I love Him more then anything or anyone. He's blessed me beyond what I deserve. Matt, my wonderful boyfriend and best friend! ( aka Mr. Wonderful!) I love him so much!! There is no other guy like him.<3 DDR, Music (Guns and Roses, Dashboard Confessional, MeWithOutYou, Blindside, Dead Poetic, Eisley, Bleach, Brand New, The Postial Service, Emery, Flyleaf, Hawthorne Heights, Mae, John Ralston and more) singing, I like singing. I'm not be the best, but I like it!! Oo Flushing toilets, brushing my teeth, running through the streets yelling "I'm the King of underpants!". I lover hanging with my friends.
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12/25/2004
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| talk about crazy. life moves fast...and sometimes its hard to keep track of. :)
I'm totally excited because of this bible study I've been doing. I've come insanely close to God and it feels amazing. I'm a happy lady. :)
really I know this a is terrible update...I'm not syaing much...BUT the purpose was to show I'm still alive...haha. maybe I'll give a better update later. :)
dang...I smile to much. after every two sentenses...there's a smile. haha | | |
| I'm so excited for this new bible study with the band. I know sam is excited about it too. I hope and pray everything turns out well.
so school for me starts tomorrow....and my school has sent me NO books. online schools suck. if they're the same way they were last year, I won't get my books until half the classes are over. maybe not that late but I will be 2 weeks behind most likely because my school stinks. I love school, just not ohdela.
minda came over for the weekend and we had a ton of fun. it was a good ol time.
and I've found a new band I like a lot. thanks kay! | | |
| I just thought I would let everyone know, that I'm starting a journal that goes through my whole experience through surgery starting from the very first doctors appointment, and recovery. I'm really doing this for myself to get things out of my head but I know there's a few of you who would be interested in reading it. so I'll be updating weekly a new story. there's lots of reading...just a warning.
www.xanga.com/betty_boop04
there's the address. if you wonder for the name betty boop...well you'll have to read one of my future post to understand. the little booper would be no fun to explain this early on in the story. :) | | |
| we're in our new house!!!
its lovely.
:)
and I'm to tired to give ya'll a real post. so you'll have to hang on. pictures soon to come though! | | |
| well, I have to admit that life has been crazy lately. I've been having a lot of issues with Bill (who's my biological father). he's done a lot of things lately that have torn our family apart. that hardest thing is trying to forgive him. I would like to be mad but I know its doing me no good. sometimes forgiveness sucks....but I'm forgiven an awful lot so I guess Bill deserves it too. :)
as for an update on my side since surgery....its having its good days and down days. the good news. it looks good! if you want to see it just ask me and I'll show ya a pic...or just show you in person. I'm very glad that its healing so well. only down thing is having my good days and bad days with pain. there's a lot of pain in my leg still and my side sometimes will act up when I try singing to loud (because you have to breathe a special way when you sing...and that special way really hurts) I am lucky though. still cancer free so who am I to complain about a little pain right?
I get my 6 month MRI in october. to be honest I'm scared of it. not scared that it will show something bad...like the tumor growing faster then expect...or it not healing well on the inside. that doesn't bother me. its getting in that machine!! I'm very very claustrophobic. so being placed in a little tube for 45 minutes sucks. :) they had to place something over my eyes last time because it really does freak me out...and then they bring you back out and inject this radio active stuff into you body so things show up better in the pictures...that hurts a little...at least its not a cat scan. last time I got that they made me drink ONE GALLON of this disgusting chalk like stuff that made me gag. haha. then they inject you with a different radio active stuff and it makes your whole body feel like its on fire. really that picture part is cool...just that drink sucks. haha. lucky for me they have an open cat scan here...so no small places! :)
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